This has involved a lot of seeking inward and consolidating myself and I regain my center. It's a good thing I can ground well since if I'm going to be spinning out of control, unable to center, I can at least ground and spin in place.
What this means is that I am personally pulling much of myself inward and using defaults in my relations with the outside world. This means much more intellectualizing and not as outgoing and connecting.
So, if I seem distant or overly analytical, it's not because of you. It's because of the nature and degree of loss I've suffered lately. I hope to be doing better after this AFOG is finished.