I need to simplify my life and get myself solidly grounded again. I don't have the balance that I think I should have. Yes, I am rather centered and balanced in comparison to many others. But I'm not the rock solid foundation that I think I should be. I manifest EARTH really strongly and I need to get back to being virtually unshakable.
I hadn't realized how long of a process this is but it's continuing onward. I wish that I had realized what I was doing and how long it would take. Since I didn't, I unfortunately hurt klicrai significantly. I wish I hadn't but there is no way to go back and mend burned bridges.
Note that I'm not looking sympathy or help with this. Now that I know what I'm doing, I seem to be doing fine at it. I just want to tell myself and others where I'm at right now.